I recently realized that how important for me is doing art but at the same time how badly i can draw. It is really embarrassing for me to do something i love so much that badly. In past few years I have receded from drawing and now I really badly want to catch up. I've got a plan to draw as much as possible, believe in myself even if others don't, get more theoretical knowledge and keep positive attitude. Hopefully time will show a mission accomplished and not another one who tried, failed and quit.